Originally written on January 10, 2005


I am in the woods,

Dark and dense.

Mountains in waiting

Rivers flowing.

Mother at her best,

But the souls lost.


Haunted and riched by the first,

Tested and slaved by the second,

The sun cannot feel me.

I feel her in the sun.


I feel her

in feminine charm

in a sculptors devotion

in the passion of a violinist,

and the emotion of a prostitute.

In the futility of human endeavor

I feel her,

in the purity of my love,

In me, my entire creation.


She is

A desertous mirage,

a painters imagination

or dew on a foliage.

She is a scientist's philosophy

or a philosopher's fantasy.

She is my fuel, an ethereal cloud.

She's been created creatures best

and more than anything else,

She is she herself.


She is

Flawless and mesmerising,

authentic and magnetising.

My each cell, my entire existence

is soaked in her alcohol.

Swaying to her pipe's tunes,

I dance to my serpents moves.

And ask the permission,

to employ my chiefest thoughts

and serve my mistress.

I ask,

Can I be a part of thee?

In the lull that follows in her reply

I imagine her eyebrow edges.


Her seriousness studded with a smile every now and then,

is like a pebble in still water.

The waves generated incite pleasure suffocation.

Her eyes are my windows to the world.

Rising sun adorns her forehead.

Her eyelashes provide an excellent match

for the swaying eucalyptus of savannas.

Her lashy curls remind me of the roller coaster,

I've been in my love.

And the pointed ends of her hair

make the weapon that would see our union.

The atlantic tides roar in her lip curves.

Everything in her seems an ardt to me.


She's gripped me, crept into my soul,

I am not myself, engulfed in her curls.

Burnished desires, traumatised emotions.

I am the mast of a tempestuous vessel.

Lilac indications have brought grey responses.


All's lost, yet a lot to lose.

For now I seek enlightment,

I am on road for my heavenly abode.

And I ask for poetic justice.

Can she write my epitaph?

What love has made of life.